I was watching this series about time travel and time loops. And I wonder when does it start? Why does it continue again and again? Because each of the characters is following the script, always acting from their emotions/or sense of right and wrong. 

I think it's the same with life, the wars between two opposites and the different sides we find ourselves in. Each playing the part thinking the other is the enemy. 

I have again and again found myself in shoes of victim and perpetrator, at different modes of life. I really don't know what I must choose to escape these loops. I'm hoping it's kindness, understanding, patience and love and most importantly the ability to just obseve and not act, at all. The detachment that one requires, that may be the ticket to escape this infnity game called life. 

But then what!!!! I want to have some more fun, so I continue to play my parts, knowing very well that I'm playing my parts.